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What long weekend means to me

People are so excited about the long weekend which starts today. Workers and students have an additional day of rest because it’s barangay elections on Monday. But why I am not excited about long-weekends? First, I would still get up in the morning maybe an hour late in bed. But the “long weekend” is not an excuse for a mom like me to miss the chores I do on ordinary days. Okay, I’m not working all day. I still have my ‘me-time’ which is like what I’m enjoying right now, pounding on the keyboard keys as if there’s no tomorrow. Given a few more minutes before preparing breakfast, I still have time to check on this website that sells wholesale costume jewelry. I may try one of those cute necklaces to improve myself. Moms should still look presentable even if they are just going to the nearest mall to buy something or pay bills. Hah, this long weekend! How about you, do you have special plans from today till Monday?

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Remembering my mother-in-law

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My MIL died three years ago. She succumbed to complications of diabetes and kidney disease at 76. Her diabetes and kidney problem could have been properly managed by the right amount of medication as soon as she was diagnosed with the ailment. But my MIL doesn’t have a medical insurance to support all her medical expenses. Her health deteriorated over the years. She has difficulty walking even if her children tried to look for a knee walker. They even check here for the orthopedic gadget but it was too late.

I remember my MIL as a kind and soft-spoken woman. We’ve only met three times because she was living in Gensan. We don’t have the opportunity to bond but I know that my MIL was an endearing wife and caring mother to her eight kids and numerous grandchildren. Our family misses her.

In retrospect

I’ve been a stay-at-home mom for six years now. I’m not really sure if I’m happy that I have decided to become one. I quit my day job because of some circumstances – lack of trusted helper to attend to my young kids then and someone to keep my household in order while my husband and I are working. Another reason why I choose to be a SAHM is that I’m no longer happy with the salary I’m getting. I realized now that instead of totally quitting from work, I should have looked for alternative source of income, but I did not because I’m afraid that I may not prosper. Low self-esteem really hit me during those trying days.

I plan of putting up a small school supply store while I’m at home. I asked around for potential suppliers. I tried calling companies that could provide me with steady supply of items for the store at a discounted price. But hubby said I should not expect the business to thrive easily. He’s afraid that we may not get the capital until after several months or years maybe because of our location.

So, the idea of putting up a school supply store was stricken off from the list. I also thought of going back to selling apparel and distributing wholesale catalog on the side. But it did not materialize as it will require more hours away from the kids. Until I discover blogging. I started earning from one blog and I thought this would be it. I’ve added more blogs for potential source of income. Today, I have 11 earning blogs. The income may not be steady, but it helps my family in paying some of our bills.

My concern now is that we have more expenses that we can think of in the coming days. We now have a college student to support and hubby’s salary and my earning from blogging combined may not suffice for the expenses.

I’m now thinking of going back to work. But don’t know how and where to start…